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(no subject) [Jun. 12th, 2005|06:37 pm]
xoterrrixo
Sorry that I haven't updated this in a while I have had a lot on my mind. like when I went to Simpsons funeral and how I thought about my mom and how my stupid father told me he's getting re-married. Yea re-married, I don't even know how to feel or what to say right now. I don't like her and I never will, I miss my mom...god I'm stupid. I went to Simpsons funeral and I'm really sorry Em. If you ever, ever need anyone to talk to I'm here, because I know what you're going through. You're going to get through all of this Em, you're too good of a person not too.

I heard theres going to be a going away bon fire for Jay tonight, I want to go even though I'm not very good friends with Jay. I just think it's really stupid that he's being sent off, away from his friends and Ashley. You guys go so well together and I don't know how I'm going to see you seperated. Spinnerrr, call me so we can maybe go together?

I guess that it's for now, I've got nothing else really to say. Except Paige, I'm going to call you this week so we can go shopping! Sorry that I didn't call you last week, I was just really busy being emo with stuff. Toddles everyone!

-Terr
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(no subject) [Jun. 8th, 2005|04:11 pm]
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O man, I haven't updated this thing in forever because I just have been really busy latley. Last Friday was prom and it was soo wonderful. When Spinner showed up in his non-tux t-shirt, I was really amazed, he looked so handsome. Everyone at the dance looked so pretty and handsome and I was just glad that I got to spend time with my friends.

On Sunday I went to the mall and I saw Spinner there. He had a sakteboarding accident and almost killed himself...that loser. haha Then we saw Paige and we talked for a little. It was really nice talking to her, I miss her a lot...things just aren't like they used to be with friends and all that. Then I left because dad called and wanted me to come home for dinner. so I guess Spinner had a confrontation with Paige...I don't know what was said but all this Paige stuff is really bothering me. If he doesn't want to be with me, then he should tell me...because I don't want to waste time on something that wasn't meant to be in the first place. Paigeeee if you want to hang out sometime this week let me know, because I miss you oodles..and that goes for anyone else that wants to hang out this week! =)

I also heard about snake...I feel so bad for Emma but I don't want to mention anything to her right now because I know that she is going thorugh a hard time. Just thinking about Emma losing Snake reminds me of my mom and how much I miss her. I want to tell Emma that if she needs anyoen to talk to that she can talk to me...but I don't want to stir emotions or anything because I know how sensative a person can be when they loose a parent...

But I've got to get going, dad wants me to get ready for weekly dinner time with him and the girlfriend...gag me now.

-Terr
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(no subject) [Jun. 1st, 2005|02:35 pm]
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Sorry that I've been all MIA latley, but I've just been busy with things to do around the house and homework has been really piling up latley. I went to Ashleys Beach house party on Saturday with Spinner and it was really fun. for the most part Spinner came to get me and then we drove up there and of course he brought the keg because well..he's kegman. haha We talked and danced and it was pretty fun until someone decieded to call the cops, so everyone basically split after that. Whoever called the cops is really lame, but whatever.

Spinner was acting really weird at the party. He kept staring at Paige and Craig and acted all jealous, and it really bothered me. If he's with me, he should want to be with me and only me. He shouldn't be thinking about other girls and care about what they do with other guys, that's not my idea of being a good boyfriend. I really like him, he's sweet, funny and always makes me smile, but I don't know if I can take much more of him acting like this. If he's going to be jealous, then it should be over me...

Prom is coming up faster then I could have ever expected!!! I'm so excited, because Spin is going to look so cute in his tuxedo t-shirt, and I know that we're going to have a good time! But, I've got to get going, the father wants me to get off and get ready because it's wedsenday...and wednesday is going out with him and the girlfriend to dinner day. Later!

-Terr
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(no subject) [May. 28th, 2005|11:50 am]
xoterrrixo
Things are still going good, really good in fact. I have just been hanging out with Spinner latley, and of course it is mucho fun because he's pretty much the most loserish kid on this planet! :) But I heard that Ash is having a beach party tonight, hopefully me and Spin will go, but if he can't go then I am definately going, because I miss everyone. I guess I'm just really excited because I'm a loser like that haha.

But I'm going to get going, because I want to get ready and go and visit Spinner at work. I also want to talk to him and see if he wants to tonight! Sorry this entry is so short, but no news is good news right? Later everyone!

-Terr
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(no subject) [May. 24th, 2005|11:27 pm]
xoterrrixo
Everything has been so amazing latley. I found my prom dress, pictures will follow later when I'm not too lazy to post them. It took me forever to find, but it's the most perfect dress and I couldn't be happier with it. Spinner has been so amazing, he's the best boyfriend a girl could have. and I really do mean that He came over on Sunday and we watched Fight Club. I thought it was pretty good even though it is really bloody. I told him next time we are sooo watching the notebook, because it's only the best love story ever and I'm making him watch it, no matter what he says. :)

I told him how I dislike my dads girlfriend and how I miss my mom. He was really understanding about it, even though I know he's not into the whole being emotional thing. I'm glad I have him there to listen to me, because no one really has latley. I love the way I feel when I'm in his arms and it's only me and him, it's just the best feeling a person could have and I'm thankful for it.

I miss everyone latley, it seems like we all haven't hung out in a while, as a big group. I think we are all long over due for that. Emma, you should definately have a prom after party because that would be mucho fun. :) But, I'm really tired because of all the shopping I have been doing latley, so if anyone wants to hang out this week let me know!

-Terr
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(no subject) [May. 18th, 2005|02:36 pm]
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So I can't wait until prom, because I get to go with Spinner, my boyfriend. haha It's so weird to be typing that, but in a good way. I told him that I had to talk to him yesterday about everything that I was feeling and then he was honest with me and it really hurt to hear what he had to say. He apologized for it and he seemed like he really meant it, so I forgave him but I'm still a little upset, but I'll get over it...I always get over it. because how could I not?

So I went to his house, because I wanted to see his loser face, and when he was answered the door he was waering penguin pjs, and they were soo cute. :) So we talked and kissed about how much of a loser he is, and how much of a wuss I am. And he is pretty much the most perfect guy ever, he makes me laugh and smile and he makes me feel good about myself. yay!

But, I've got to go and do something for my dad. If anyone is up for shopping for prom dresses this week, let me know! :)

-Terr
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(no subject) [May. 15th, 2005|05:34 pm]
xoterrrixo
Went to the coffee house with Spinner last night, because we were both really bored. We both didn't drink coffee, weird. but that wasn't the only "weird" thing that happend last night We talked and then he asked me to prom, and I said yes. yay :) So now I have to go shopping for a dress and make a hair appointment and do a whole bunch of other junk. Who wants to go shopping with me? :) why do I get the feeling that he didn't really want to ask me, that maybe he felt bad for me? I dunno, maybe I'm thinking too much into it..Spinner would never hurt me, he has too good of a heart to pull something like that

Then he paid for my drink, because he's a sweet kid like that and then we started walking and we starting talking about who's Napoleon voice was better and he popped his collar and I told him he was a loser for popping it, so I put it down. Then he got really close to me and so I kissed him, and he kissed me back. Then he got all weird on me and said he had to go to "work". I wouldn't have kissed ihm if I didn't get the feeling that he didn't want to kiss me, that's just not the way I am. I dunno...things are weird then he remembered he had to go work and so I walked the rest of the way home by myself. It was really peaceful and I had a good time last night.

But, I've gotta get going, Kwan assigned us loads of homework this weekend and I haven't even began to put a dent in it. Hope everyone had an enjoyable weekend! :)

-Terr
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(no subject) [May. 12th, 2005|02:42 pm]
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Yesterday was fun, I went to the park and there was an outdoor concert playing and I saw Spinner. Went up to talk to him and he was throwing his shoes at the band, and yelling "you suck" and it made me laugh. So then we sat on the grass with Alex and we chatted for a little until I had to leave because the father wanted me home...he ruins everything good. So I walked home and thought about Spinner, he really does make me smile. Sometimes I wonder if we could be just more than friends...I know it's something that I could definately get used to and thought about things, and it was really nice and peaceful.

I really want to go to the dot today, because I'm craving a chocolate milkshake...anyone up for joining me? I know you all want to come, I mean, who could resist the dots milksahkes? Not me, that's for sure. So if any of you want to join me, call me or im me and I promise it will be loads of fun. But I'm going to go, the phone is ringing and I think it's my dad. Good-day!

-Terr
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(no subject) [May. 10th, 2005|05:56 pm]
xoterrrixo
The last couple days have been good. no, really good I went to the dot on Sunday and I saw Spinner and Kendra there. We all chatted and me and Spinner argued about him not being over Paige, and then...he kissed me. And it was the nicest kiss, I don't know what it meant but I was smiling non stop after it for a while and then Spinner and I went to the movies because we had made plans to go there earlier. So we went to the movies and saw The House of Wax and he kept calling me a wuss because I was scared...but really I was soo not a wuss. Spinners a cool kid and I'm really glad we're becoming friends again and maybe something more? I hope..

Other than going to the dot with Spin and Kendra, I've just been taking it easy latley and enjoying this lovely weather. It's been so nice outside and I've been taking advantage of it. If anyone wants to take advantage of it with me, you're more than welcome too! But I've got to go, dad wants me to go out to eat with him and the girlfriend..blah. Later everyone.

-Terr
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(no subject) [May. 7th, 2005|11:39 am]
xoterrrixo
Wow...so the other day Sully imed me and said that he had to talk to me, and he had to talk to me in person. So I was like whatever...come over, blah blah blah. So he came over and he apologized and it was really weird. I couldn't believe that he was actually saying sorry to me, but I guess it took a lot to own up that he was being a jerk to me. I accepted his apology because I'm not the tupe of person that can hold a grudge and I do think that he weas genuinly sorry. It was just really weird to see him acting like that, but it was a good change for him. And I hope that him and Alex are happy together because it seems like they are both changing, for the better and I'm happy for both of them!

But anyway, this week has been ubber long and ubber boring. So if anyone would enlighten my weekend feel free to give me a call because I would be delighted to do something fun! But I'm going to go for a walk because it's a super nice day outside! Later

-Terr
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